Abi's rant space

i think i've got it all sorted and something had to happen to fuck it all up, and that something happened 9 months ago which i couldnt have controlled anyway. never the less it turned Gav in to this depressed moody twat who started to ignore when i was stood next to him. so we broke up yesterday and its only just hit me now. its like last time but worse.

i think i should just give up...

well its been over 4 months and hes still lurking about hahahah nah i jest hes lovely. hopefully i shall be seeing him next monthy. and nows im back at work and we are planning an outing to thorpe park with out the odious ally who has been bullying my friend tasha at work because shes being promoted again far quicker than ally ever was. tho since she found out i've got a fella shes been much nicer to me ha! it was only over last summer and crimbo she was accusing me of trying it on with her bf (urgh no hes got a nose like a birds beak) and i've since found out that she has tried to dump said bf (who she lives with in his parents house) for our new DNP expert josh whos talking redundancy coz ally has been harrasing him at work (can you tell she got knocked back lol) but on the lighter note heres my loverly mr :D



hope every1 is having a fabbo summer

LOVE LOVE LOVE

12 weeks till i go away to Florida!

and tomorrow its mine and Gav's 3 month anniversary! YEY!




hes mine all mine yeys!

what did i ever see in you Gav is a million times better than you! your a lying theiving loser!

and you Zoe Davies are the most deciteful person I HAVE EVER MET IN MY LIFE! I HOPE YOU AND YOU FAT-ASS-IGNORANT-DIM-WITED MOTHER BOTH ROT ON THAT CRAP HOLE CALLED STOURPORT! I NEVER WANT TO SPEAK TO YOU EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFRE TIME YOU ARE A WASTE OF SPACE LIFE AND BREATH!

love love to alll espesh Gav <3


Abixxxxxxxxxx

CANT STAND YOU ANYMORE GET OUT OF MY FUCKING LIFE U USELESS WORTHLESS HUMAN! TWO BIRTHDAYS IN A ROW NOW YOU'VE RUINED BECAUSE U CANT STAND IT WHEN UR NOT THE CENTRE OF ATTENTION! MOTHER FUCKER U AND UR STUPID IGNORANT MOTHER CAN GO BURN IN HELL FOR ALL I GIVE A SHIT!

just an up date :)


its alll goood and my mister got a hair cut. im seeing him later and im gona dye his hair but he doesnt know it yet ^_^ hahahahaha

im very happy and i would like to introduce u all to my new mr; Gav Skelton

stop watching soppy programmes. itsonly making me feel worse urgh. and i see couples everywhere at uni :( its getting most annoying.

im lonely, im single, and m bored of it.

4 months i've been single. yeah a guy has shown interest but i dont think of him like that.

i like a guy or two but i think it is not to be ith meh

THEY'VE BROKEN UP BY THE LOOKS OF IT! WTF?!

HELP

im confused. you tell me u like me u tell me that u care after i finally try and move on but now i haven't got a clue what to do anymore. can i believe what u say that if you thought it couldbe that you would give her up? ARGH!

twilight i love it. i've always had a thing for vampires but twilight has more than captured my imagination its totally pwned it! hahaha

tis coming up to my least favourite time of year *sigh* 3 years on i cant believe it. theres not a day that doesnt go by when i dont think about my dad or miss him. its even harder fro my mum as my dad was her life.

me im just going along me and blower are friends again now and im extremely happy about it ^_^ even tho his stil got his gf im just happy hes talking to me again. and im coming home tomorrow! back to work for jessops FULL TIME BABY! can wait ill actuall have monies :) woot

tho i shal lieave you with another fine pic of mr blower i know im sad shhhhhhh

i dont think im gonna get over this in a hurry i mean look at him
















god im so sad i hate myself right now

no more worrying about it hes back with his gf from the summer and i know how much he loves her so its best to leave well alone now.

*sigh*

this always happens to me doesn't it

why would you give me your new mobile number if your not talking to me? obviously you still have mine but seriously you can choose who you send your new number to so if you arent talking to to me and allegedly dont want to, why give me it? stop looking at me aswelllllllll omg its bloody annoying

argh even my brothers gf reckons he still likes me but is just being stubborn.

HELP ME?!

GIVE UP! hes never gonna speak to me again the stubborn cunt! over nothing thats what annoys me. i have to stop thinking about it now, i made the effort i tried i cant do much else hes as stubborn as i am if he doesnt want to accept something then he wont. he doesnt want to be mates, fine. at least i can say i tried. i really did but i cant just wait around for him to decide that he might be wrong. my mate steve who lives with him told me just to forget about it i really wish i could and im gonna have to.


kat and her bf have had a blazing row, poor girl is crying her eyes out to me.

EITHER BLOODY TALK TO ME AGAIN OR STOP FRIGGING STARING AT ME YOU CUNT!

THEY BROKE UP! please start talking to me again you bloody goober blower!

if there is any god you will make him start talking to me again!


PLEASE!

ill be good, swear! pinky swear!

is gonna get put in a box like davey jones! why do i feel so much for someone who either is holding back from how they feel or they hate me. i know who he is i can predict how he'll react to alot of things but i seriously thought he would realised by now that he was wrong. yeah he has a girlfriend at the moment but i can tell what shes like istantly i've met so many girls like her, the fake scene girls who bitch about everyone and everything and she already messed him around. argh i hate my heart and who it chooses to feel things for. alas a never ending chain of my drama with men.

omg i can hear zoe talking about her bloody ex again and i can hear kat and her bf having sex again ewwwww! time for some music!

lat0rz