Abi's rant space

WELL ISN'T THIS JUST FUCKING PEACHY!!!!

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Mon, 28 Dec 2009 09:07:44 GMT

MUM'S GOT A BOYFRIEND! WHO NEVER LEAVES HER TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH HER KIDS!

WHO WAS HERE ON MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY AND THE ANNIVERSARY OF MY DAD'S DEATH!

dont get me wrong i like him hes nice enough but mum should have said no to him coming round on both those days. she's no longer taking mine and my brothers feelings into consideration, she being totally selfish and inconsiderate of me and daniel. They've only been seeing each other just over a month, yet apparently they love each other. My brother came home a few weeks ago to visit and mum just left him here on his own for the whole weekend. she keeps trying to get rid of me for like the weekend. hes always bloody round here i now no longer feel like i can do what i like in my own bloody house COZ HES ALWAYS BLOODY HERE!!!!!!

i miss dad and i miss gav.

2009 had its highs and its lows the year started off so well and ended so badly!

2010 i wonder what "delights" you have instore for me... i cant bloody wait *sarcasm*

and once again

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 07:33:15 GMT

i think i've got it all sorted and something had to happen to fuck it all up, and that something happened 9 months ago which i couldnt have controlled anyway. never the less it turned Gav in to this depressed moody twat who started to ignore when i was stood next to him. so we broke up yesterday and its only just hit me now. its like last time but worse.

i think i should just give up...

yeyeyeyeyeyeyeyey

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Tue, 14 Jul 2009 20:06:02 GMT

well its been over 4 months and hes still lurking about hahahah nah i jest hes lovely. hopefully i shall be seeing him next monthy. and nows im back at work and we are planning an outing to thorpe park with out the odious ally who has been bullying my friend tasha at work because shes being promoted again far quicker than ally ever was. tho since she found out i've got a fella shes been much nicer to me ha! it was only over last summer and crimbo she was accusing me of trying it on with her bf (urgh no hes got a nose like a birds beak) and i've since found out that she has tried to dump said bf (who she lives with in his parents house) for our new DNP expert josh whos talking redundancy coz ally has been harrasing him at work (can you tell she got knocked back lol) but on the lighter note heres my loverly mr :D

hope every1 is having a fabbo summer

LOVE LOVE LOVE

eeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Fri, 05 Jun 2009 08:48:31 GMT

12 weeks till i go away to Florida!

and tomorrow its mine and Gav's 3 month anniversary! YEY!

hes mine all mine yeys!

OH MY GOD

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Wed, 27 May 2009 12:37:31 GMT

what did i ever see in you Gav is a million times better than you! your a lying theiving loser!

and you Zoe Davies are the most deciteful person I HAVE EVER MET IN MY LIFE! I HOPE YOU AND YOU FAT-ASS-IGNORANT-DIM-WITED MOTHER BOTH ROT ON THAT CRAP HOLE CALLED STOURPORT! I NEVER WANT TO SPEAK TO YOU EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFRE TIME YOU ARE A WASTE OF SPACE LIFE AND BREATH!

love love to alll espesh Gav <3

Abixxxxxxxxxx

I FUCKING...

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Wed, 22 Apr 2009 21:17:27 GMT

CANT STAND YOU ANYMORE GET OUT OF MY FUCKING LIFE U USELESS WORTHLESS HUMAN! TWO BIRTHDAYS IN A ROW NOW YOU'VE RUINED BECAUSE U CANT STAND IT WHEN UR NOT THE CENTRE OF ATTENTION! MOTHER FUCKER U AND UR STUPID IGNORANT MOTHER CAN GO BURN IN HELL FOR ALL I GIVE A SHIT!

^_^

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Sat, 14 Mar 2009 20:56:08 GMT

just an up date :)

its alll goood and my mister got a hair cut. im seeing him later and im gona dye his hair but he doesnt know it yet ^_^ hahahahaha

^_^

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Sat, 07 Mar 2009 00:39:05 GMT

im very happy and i would like to introduce u all to my new mr; Gav Skelton

I really have to....

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Mon, 23 Feb 2009 13:27:04 GMT

stop watching soppy programmes. itsonly making me feel worse urgh. and i see couples everywhere at uni :( its getting most annoying.

sefl pittying whining...

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Mon, 23 Feb 2009 01:47:55 GMT

im lonely, im single, and m bored of it.

4 months i've been single. yeah a guy has shown interest but i dont think of him like that.

i like a guy or two but i think it is not to be ith meh

ooooo........k

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Sun, 08 Feb 2009 16:26:53 GMT

THEY'VE BROKEN UP BY THE LOOKS OF IT! WTF?!

HELP

so yah...

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Sat, 07 Feb 2009 20:17:02 GMT

im confused. you tell me u like me u tell me that u care after i finally try and move on but now i haven't got a clue what to do anymore. can i believe what u say that if you thought it couldbe that you would give her up? ARGH!

`rgh ness

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Wed, 28 Jan 2009 03:39:37 GMT

twilight i love it. i've always had a thing for vampires but twilight has more than captured my imagination its totally pwned it! hahaha

happiness yet sadness

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Thu, 04 Dec 2008 17:14:18 GMT

tis coming up to my least favourite time of year *sigh* 3 years on i cant believe it. theres not a day that doesnt go by when i dont think about my dad or miss him. its even harder fro my mum as my dad was her life.

me im just going along me and blower are friends again now and im extremely happy about it ^_^ even tho his stil got his gf im just happy hes talking to me again. and im coming home tomorrow! back to work for jessops FULL TIME BABY! can wait ill actuall have monies :) woot

tho i shal lieave you with another fine pic of mr blower i know im sad shhhhhhh

....

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Mon, 01 Dec 2008 02:20:43 GMT

i dont think im gonna get over this in a hurry i mean look at him

god im so sad i hate myself right now

thats it its done

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Tue, 25 Nov 2008 11:15:35 GMT

no more worrying about it hes back with his gf from the summer and i know how much he loves her so its best to leave well alone now.

*sigh*

this always happens to me doesn't it

REALLY BLOODY CONFUSED NOW

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Sat, 22 Nov 2008 22:30:23 GMT

why would you give me your new mobile number if your not talking to me? obviously you still have mine but seriously you can choose who you send your new number to so if you arent talking to to me and allegedly dont want to, why give me it? stop looking at me aswelllllllll omg its bloody annoying

argh even my brothers gf reckons he still likes me but is just being stubborn.

HELP ME?!

I OFFICIALLY...

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 23:35:28 GMT

GIVE UP! hes never gonna speak to me again the stubborn cunt! over nothing thats what annoys me. i have to stop thinking about it now, i made the effort i tried i cant do much else hes as stubborn as i am if he doesnt want to accept something then he wont. he doesnt want to be mates, fine. at least i can say i tried. i really did but i cant just wait around for him to decide that he might be wrong. my mate steve who lives with him told me just to forget about it i really wish i could and im gonna have to.

kat and her bf have had a blazing row, poor girl is crying her eyes out to me.

FOR GODS SAKE!!!!!!!

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 19:41:44 GMT

EITHER BLOODY TALK TO ME AGAIN OR STOP FRIGGING STARING AT ME YOU CUNT!

oooooo

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Fri, 14 Nov 2008 22:37:21 GMT

THEY BROKE UP! please start talking to me again you bloody goober blower!

if there is any god you will make him start talking to me again!

PLEASE!

ill be good, swear! pinky swear!

my heart

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Thu, 13 Nov 2008 17:54:17 GMT

is gonna get put in a box like davey jones! why do i feel so much for someone who either is holding back from how they feel or they hate me. i know who he is i can predict how he'll react to alot of things but i seriously thought he would realised by now that he was wrong. yeah he has a girlfriend at the moment but i can tell what shes like istantly i've met so many girls like her, the fake scene girls who bitch about everyone and everything and she already messed him around. argh i hate my heart and who it chooses to feel things for. alas a never ending chain of my drama with men.

omg i can hear zoe talking about her bloody ex again and i can hear kat and her bf having sex again ewwwww! time for some music!

lat0rz

OMG I COULD KILL

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Sun, 09 Nov 2008 05:44:35 GMT

someone right now!
s
my housemate (the notorious zoe)broke up with her bf like last week or the week before or what ever but you know even tho i was mates with her ex im now not allowed to talk to him.

this is the girl that slagged me off through most of last year!

FUCK YOU, YOU PLASTIC FAKE BITCHY LOSER WHO SO INSECURE ABOUT HER OWN LOOKS SHE HAS TO TAKE IT OUT ON HER "MATES" YOU ARE NOT MY MATE YOUR JUST SOMEONE I LIVE WITH! I DONT ACTUALLY LIKE YOU, I FELT SORRY FOR MIKE HE PUT UP WITH ALOT FROM YOU, WITH YOUR SILLY MIND GAMES AND SHIT! YOU SPEND AN HOUR IN YOUR ROOM PUTTING ON SLAP TO MEET UP WITH YOUR EX EX WHO YOUR EX DONT LIKE JUST TO PISS HIM OFF AND GUESS WHAT HE DIDNT EVEN COME TO THE HOUSE YOU FUCKING LOSER!

i just dont like her

P.S. stil in love with blower who hates me :(

Well isn't this just fantastic...

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 13:31:13 GMT

I've just realised I'm actually in love with someone who hates me frigging awesome! NOT! well Sam's theory makes a lot of sense if the way he looked at me last night is anything to go by but seriously its bloody annoying now! i wish he'd bloody stop being so stupid about the whole thing! yeah i did stuff mildly wrong i sent texts i shouldn't have sent. but he is also guilty of that, so i don't get where his moral high ground bullshit is coming from!

kill me

later days

Abi of KinZ

omg I....

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 10:49:29 GMT

am rather hung over! me and jon broke up woo what a shock, not. but yeah my guy mate who i fancy is still pissed at me i found out why but its like the lamest misunderstanding ever. so woo yeah all is good, not! i shall rant on here coz i cant be assed to do it out loud in this house its just gonna annoy my housemates.

anyway later days xx

I've done it again....

dragon_pixie2488@hotmail.com — Fri, 19 Sep 2008 11:01:11 GMT

got myself in a right old mess with a guy who was my mate and now he wont talk to me i have no idea whats going on. the thing is i really like him sometimes i really wish i had a time machine to go back and put things right :( but i dont. i dont know if he'll ever talk to me again i dont think he will i think i proper blown it well done me.

my life is a mess.

if only someone could just put things right for me, but they cant so i just gotta live with what i may or may not have done.

im not saying my life is over because we arent talking, i just feel like i've missed out on something that could have been really great.

i hope every1 is ok sorry for being depressive

love to you allll